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What the f*ck is going on?

Fri Oct 2, 2009, 1:19 PM
My friend just called me. A girl I know has committed suicide.
I didn't know her that well, but I've met her a couple of times and she was the sweetest and coolest girl ever. We almost shared the same birthday (me 03/26 and her 03/27) and we found we were a lot like each other.
And now she's gone. I don't know what happened. I think it happened Wednesday. But I'm not sure. I don't really know if I want to know all of it. And yet, I want to.
Man this feels so weird. I can only try to imagine what my friends (who knew her well) feel right now.
And like that's not enough, my boyfriend broke up with me a week ago. So now I feel like a pile of useless & crappy misery or something.
And all around me, relationships are going badly or end.
Just... what the hell is happening?

I feel so lost now.

):

And the mood thingy isn't working - again. So, mood: miserable beyond human imagination.

Update: I've just been told my grandfather has cancer. They're not sure it's good or bad.
Great. Just... great.


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